i want to be able to understand that she’s upset that she won’t be able to talk to her boyfriend until the fourth.

but i really dont give a fuck. and it annoys me that she places so much of her ability to be happy on him and being able to speak to him all the time.

i mean i know all that business about not being able to help who you love or whatever. but he’s a fucking marine. you knew this was coming. i sincerely hope that some of this emotionalness is stemming from the fact that he’s going to be gone for a few more weeks and after that he’s deploying. because if she’s really this upset over not being able to talk to him for TWO DAYS, she is not going to last a fucking deployment.

and to be honest, i really dont think he needs to be worrying about her being all sad or whatever. he has things he needs to be doing and training and worrying about others and his own life but if he has to sit around placating her and worrying that he’s like breaking her heart or whatever, its fucking ridiculous.

i dont know. i think she’s generally a weak person emotionally anyways. not that there’s anything wrong with that, i just cant sympathize with her because i’ve always been in control of my emotions fairly well and i know myself very well and can pretty much deal with most things in a fairly rational manner. she is not like that at all. impulsive and she acts on her wants all of the time instead of in her own best interests in the long run. and i understand that its not my place to tell her i think shes making the wrong decisions, but if i were in her place, i would not be doing what she is doing.